Girl Genius, Oggie, Jenka, Studio Foglio, Jagermonster
Both graduate schools I applied to rejected me.  I haven't gotten so much as a callback from any internship or summer job I applied for.  My own parents view me as a failure, especially compared to my little sister, who now enjoys the favorite child position I enjoyed before I decided to do what I wanted to do with life, instead of what my parents dictated (coming out as bi was also a factor in my black sheep status).  

Trying to figure out what to do with my life.  Wondering if I have a future.  I specialized so much in nutrition because I was assured by professors/advisers that I could find a spot.  I feel betrayed.  I feel depressed.  I feel like not doing anything but sitting and reading because what's the point?  I tried my hardest, worked myself into several stress-related ailments, wrecked my body....and for what?  Why bother?  Why try if all I'm going to do is fail?


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